Every now and then I happen to experience some intense depression, mood swings and sometimes cramps, headache (my gulay di kaya buntis ako?????? lol) and one needs a barrier between oneself and their emotions, or else, the final destination is the last resort.....lol, don't worry my friends I've longed deposed my suicidal tendencies lol.
So, what does a fat boy do to alleviate himself from deep emotions, well it used to be food, with lots of it, but since I didn't enjoy my look from my fabulous trips to Philippine beaches, yes tripssssss, we had Zambales (twice), Batangas and and the beautiful enchanting island of Boracay. And I, unfortunately found out and believed from deep in my soul that beaches are not for fat bitches like me, obesity is a big NO!!!! when we talk about beach trip.
And so, I decided to make a huge make over, and I mean huge!!!! and food, one of my comfort in life is one of them, sadly I need to cut down my intake. And in exchange to that when I feel bored (thats when I eat and eat and smoke a lot...thats next in line ....... Smoking!!!, it should be first but....hmmmm just but) I discovered to linger & admire my slow but steady change and feel the fruits of my labor by using my not so beautiful company provided Nokia 6131, yeah..cheap!, its has a camera and bluetooth so its enough for a while and it works pretty well and some of its product are all in my friendster account, some pretty picture of me. THE CHANGES!!!!!!
How is that exciting??? well if you live your life for almost 15 years without seeing your toes when you stand straight? well you will be very excited when you finally see your toe nails...lol. (mga kapatid di nakakababae di bah.) Yeah that is some of the hard truth, so I'm giving you a glimpse of some of that changes and be the judge if i did change or not....
Arrival at Boracay Island Philippines......
and thats me on the red shirt...
The reason for change!!!!!!!!
can you imagine how small my friend beside me, even with his full effort to match my bulging tummy!!!!!
di talaga nakakababae ito!!!!!!
the look, fours weeks of vacation in manila........mom's a great cook!!!!
feeling macho at Bora, yeah as if!!!! I need more lifting than that, agree?!?!?.....
the nerve!!!! smoking while diving!!!! who does that????? only me!!!!!
and a close up!!!!! my goodness, look at all those open pores....watch out you might loose the cam!!!!!
Ok enough of the past look, what I'm interested is the end product, so, please scroll down and see if I did change or not, its not that i choose the worse of my picture but I tell you it did get worse than whats above.
And now the transformation....If there is any..lol
so???? is there any visible change?? atleast on the face? maybe????, because most of them are from shoulder up, but one thing I really notice and excited about is????...hmmmm I finally see my jaw line on my picture!!!!! gosh ... I really missed that....lol
and more to come soon..
So, what does a fat boy do to alleviate himself from deep emotions, well it used to be food, with lots of it, but since I didn't enjoy my look from my fabulous trips to Philippine beaches, yes tripssssss, we had Zambales (twice), Batangas and and the beautiful enchanting island of Boracay. And I, unfortunately found out and believed from deep in my soul that beaches are not for fat bitches like me, obesity is a big NO!!!! when we talk about beach trip.
And so, I decided to make a huge make over, and I mean huge!!!! and food, one of my comfort in life is one of them, sadly I need to cut down my intake. And in exchange to that when I feel bored (thats when I eat and eat and smoke a lot...thats next in line ....... Smoking!!!, it should be first but....hmmmm just but) I discovered to linger & admire my slow but steady change and feel the fruits of my labor by using my not so beautiful company provided Nokia 6131, yeah..cheap!, its has a camera and bluetooth so its enough for a while and it works pretty well and some of its product are all in my friendster account, some pretty picture of me. THE CHANGES!!!!!!
How is that exciting??? well if you live your life for almost 15 years without seeing your toes when you stand straight? well you will be very excited when you finally see your toe nails...lol. (mga kapatid di nakakababae di bah.) Yeah that is some of the hard truth, so I'm giving you a glimpse of some of that changes and be the judge if i did change or not....
Arrival at Boracay Island Philippines......
and thats me on the red shirt...
The reason for change!!!!!!!!
can you imagine how small my friend beside me, even with his full effort to match my bulging tummy!!!!!
di talaga nakakababae ito!!!!!!
the look, fours weeks of vacation in manila........mom's a great cook!!!!
feeling macho at Bora, yeah as if!!!! I need more lifting than that, agree?!?!?.....
the nerve!!!! smoking while diving!!!! who does that????? only me!!!!!
and a close up!!!!! my goodness, look at all those open pores....watch out you might loose the cam!!!!!
Ok enough of the past look, what I'm interested is the end product, so, please scroll down and see if I did change or not, its not that i choose the worse of my picture but I tell you it did get worse than whats above.
And now the transformation....If there is any..lol
so???? is there any visible change?? atleast on the face? maybe????, because most of them are from shoulder up, but one thing I really notice and excited about is????...hmmmm I finally see my jaw line on my picture!!!!! gosh ... I really missed that....lol
and more to come soon..
2 comments:
in fairness, you look good loosing few pounds, just continue doing what you've started and enjoy feeling good about yourself (that's the most important! ok...) ;-)
yeah...you look sooooo good..hehehe...
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