Hottie....No.2

hello everyone!!!!!!!...... hmmmm...(with a deep sigh) as if i have a reader more than one?!?!?!..anyways to whoever chance upon this blog, hi to you and thanks for stopping by..its been hmmmmm...i don't know when was the last post i made....let me check first......la la la la la la lala lalalal lal al al a\la lala...

hmmm its 10th of May 2005!!!!! 11 days to be exact plus two years....charring!!!! wow still i coudnt find any topic to discuss, my thoughts were block, my poems are stocked on the drafts and nothing to write.....hmmmm..oops..by the way i just finished "prison break" ( as if its a new thing) and its good....and his hot, the lead actor, "Wentworth Miller", my gulay he is worth watching, the acting, the looks, and the cunning character...wow.......His eyes is a whole actor by itself, it can go as a sad young man, to a delicate lover, to hard fighter and deep thinker, all in different ways by one pair of beautiful blue eyes....lovelly.

and i'm going to start the second season, a friend of mine gave me a copy ....


look at that smile.....




and that penetrating eyes......hmmmm


who deosn't want a little bit of dirt on the skin??

yeah a little??????? lol



season two? hmmmm hmp.

wondering mind

hmmmm, I'm in a middle of a crisis...fcksht!!!! kainis, I have lots of things in my mind, i want to write but nothing is coming out right....my thoughts are block by the situation of our compony, knowing that i made a wrong decision of coming back. Well to my dearest sister, i'm sorry but think i will fail on this one, patience is far from my grasp as of the moment. Only anger and disgust are the only thing i have in mind for my self and the company. I want to run away and never comes back.......but still i know thats not the best thing to do.

ok, ok.....list....list of the best option i can do.

1. Make my resume....a very goodone...
2. Hunt for a good company
3. Make do of what i have right now.
4. Finish what i already started, i mean the clients i have now. (not the contract, or else i'll go crazy in no time
5. Talk to the boss and make a propper arrangement for a suitable transistion form here to somehwhere. (where???? i dont know yet.. ) :-(
6. and its thurdsay!!! weekend...need to unwind and forget the office atleast for a day and a half.

so, i hope things will be brighter for me next time i decided to write.