FISH, totally in!!!

hmmm wonder who fish is? well another good movie i've seen last night, entitled "I'm Reed Fish". A very simple movie about a man who is caught under the shadow of his dad who passed away and left him alone to continue his legacy in small town local radio station, where everybody listen and ask for his help or i think the right word is assistance. So his quite popular and his life is one open book that everybody sees.

Sounds dull isnt it, but the twist of the movie is, its a movie with in a movie that tells Reeds life and his struggle to have his own identity and finally, finding his true love.

I'm sure each and every one of us received a comment that we are just like our fathers or mothers, and we, the offspring of this great people, which are our parents, then have to be as whole some as possible or at least be on our best behavior to protect the respect that people gives....

well again, some people may not agree on me with this and some would say that its nothing but a simple crappy movie, but hey, one can only be inspired and moved by a movie if you can reflect on it. ( drama noh...what ever) i liked the movie, i'm not on the same situation but having more than half of my life living in the closet and making all those wonderful things that i wanted passed me by is just .........hugh!!! dont want to think about it....thats life in real....unlike in reel always theres a way to make out of every nasty situation and come out clean.

so, another PPP for all of you..












a promo shot from "Just Legal"



from another geeky role as a clumsy boxing trainee from a powerful movie "million dollar baby"

and by the way Jay Baruchel is cute in a very geeky and nerdy way.... and wait for the close up from the scene where he and his friend went up the roof to watch the stars, isang JUN JUN!!!!!!. :)

matured enough????

hmmmm, been thinking......and thinking...and thinking....till my head ache, i'm not accustom in doing much thinking...lol.

yeah... been thinking how would one know when they grown up, matured enough or simply understand their life and where they are going. Well for the last one, still i dont know where i'm going....but still i felt a difference in my way of thinking towards so many things.

For instance, on how i handle talks to people, specially when i put in the spot, now i can control my anger and manage not to flare up, normally when i felt blamed for something i didnt do or even forgot to do, i simply talked back harshly, maybe sort of self defense. (yeah right maybe...lol..shunga!)

Also when i met someone i really like and then find out that it will never workout, then, i would crawl down and dig my tunnel of self pity and disregard whatever good things i might share with this person and let everything slide into oblivion. Now, somehow i learned to listen and enjoy whats in front of me and dont shed unwanted tears goes to waste.

The way i dress up, before i like to be simply comfortable with everything, well i guess this goes with my line of work, i need to be atleast presentable to face our clients, but i'm more conscious on how people might look at me.

Then when people asked me about my life i tend to lie about lots of things, letting them feel and see what i was hoping to have, hmmmm some might call it positive thinking...(keme!!!!), now i simply let it flow, what you see is what you get..... i dont have to bragged about my life's misfortune or my life's achievements....(keme nanaman?!?!? meron bah????)

I haven't achieved my goal when i started this blog.......that is to see "better me" in the flesh, which means, the cute-sexy-adorable-me... (lol asa ka pa!!!!! he he he he)

But one thing i can assure to my self is and for the few readers of this nonsense blog.....I'm now more confident with my own skin....( lol..thanks to glutha!!!! ha ha ha ha ha ha) although still aspiring to be more than what i'm in now, i can say that i can face anyone with a big smile in my and say "HI I'M PUROY " nice to meet you, and never mind what would happen next.

so.

you?

have you grown up?

matured enough?

have you listen to yourself?

and see whether you've change?

kindly share. :)

another sad but good movie....

i just got out of my lovely but small house, and i got a new-old-TV, hmmmm medyo magulo, well it's my new tv from the old display collection at my friends work, he is working as a stock clerk at home appliance center and they are changing the old display items and i got a cheap price price for the tv plus free delivery......well we can abused are friends sometimes, ask the love birds from tamblot, they know ...lol..oops sowee.

ok, another sad but good movie, first, i always enjoy any movie weather its good ones or bad ones, always try to understand why it was made and what it is about, or else i don't watch, or it will be a total waste of time sitting for almost two hours and then cant stop complaining about the movie you just watch....who ever does that can go to his bathroom and drown themselves on the water closet... i already wasted a huge part of my left, so in everything i do, i always try to look at life beautiful picture, like the movie i just finished watching, it reminded me of my sisters and most of the women i've known in my life.

entitled, "evening", in the first place i never like Claire Danes, after her discriminating remarks about my country. but i cried three times in the movie, and i always knew her as a young bitchy girl playing some bitchy role. in the movie she played a young lady who made a wrong decision in love and live the life looking at her lifes best part, her kids, her singing and her memories to survive.




most people will not agree on me about this movie, but if you live your life surrounded by women with different stories to tell, and think of how they going along with their lives?, this movie is for you..