hmmmm, been thinking......and thinking...and thinking....till my head ache, i'm not accustom in doing much thinking...lol.
yeah... been thinking how would one know when they grown up, matured enough or simply understand their life and where they are going. Well for the last one, still i dont know where i'm going....but still i felt a difference in my way of thinking towards so many things.
For instance, on how i handle talks to people, specially when i put in the spot, now i can control my anger and manage not to flare up, normally when i felt blamed for something i didnt do or even forgot to do, i simply talked back harshly, maybe sort of self defense. (yeah right maybe...lol..shunga!)
Also when i met someone i really like and then find out that it will never workout, then, i would crawl down and dig my tunnel of self pity and disregard whatever good things i might share with this person and let everything slide into oblivion. Now, somehow i learned to listen and enjoy whats in front of me and dont shed unwanted tears goes to waste.
The way i dress up, before i like to be simply comfortable with everything, well i guess this goes with my line of work, i need to be atleast presentable to face our clients, but i'm more conscious on how people might look at me.
Then when people asked me about my life i tend to lie about lots of things, letting them feel and see what i was hoping to have, hmmmm some might call it positive thinking...(keme!!!!), now i simply let it flow, what you see is what you get..... i dont have to bragged about my life's misfortune or my life's achievements....(keme nanaman?!?!? meron bah????)
I haven't achieved my goal when i started this blog.......that is to see "better me" in the flesh, which means, the cute-sexy-adorable-me... (lol asa ka pa!!!!! he he he he)
But one thing i can assure to my self is and for the few readers of this nonsense blog.....I'm now more confident with my own skin....( lol..thanks to glutha!!!! ha ha ha ha ha ha) although still aspiring to be more than what i'm in now, i can say that i can face anyone with a big smile in my and say "HI I'M PUROY " nice to meet you, and never mind what would happen next.
so.
you?
have you grown up?
matured enough?
have you listen to yourself?
and see whether you've change?
kindly share. :)
yeah... been thinking how would one know when they grown up, matured enough or simply understand their life and where they are going. Well for the last one, still i dont know where i'm going....but still i felt a difference in my way of thinking towards so many things.
For instance, on how i handle talks to people, specially when i put in the spot, now i can control my anger and manage not to flare up, normally when i felt blamed for something i didnt do or even forgot to do, i simply talked back harshly, maybe sort of self defense. (yeah right maybe...lol..shunga!)
Also when i met someone i really like and then find out that it will never workout, then, i would crawl down and dig my tunnel of self pity and disregard whatever good things i might share with this person and let everything slide into oblivion. Now, somehow i learned to listen and enjoy whats in front of me and dont shed unwanted tears goes to waste.
The way i dress up, before i like to be simply comfortable with everything, well i guess this goes with my line of work, i need to be atleast presentable to face our clients, but i'm more conscious on how people might look at me.
Then when people asked me about my life i tend to lie about lots of things, letting them feel and see what i was hoping to have, hmmmm some might call it positive thinking...(keme!!!!), now i simply let it flow, what you see is what you get..... i dont have to bragged about my life's misfortune or my life's achievements....(keme nanaman?!?!? meron bah????)
I haven't achieved my goal when i started this blog.......that is to see "better me" in the flesh, which means, the cute-sexy-adorable-me... (lol asa ka pa!!!!! he he he he)
But one thing i can assure to my self is and for the few readers of this nonsense blog.....I'm now more confident with my own skin....( lol..thanks to glutha!!!! ha ha ha ha ha ha) although still aspiring to be more than what i'm in now, i can say that i can face anyone with a big smile in my and say "HI I'M PUROY " nice to meet you, and never mind what would happen next.
so.
you?
have you grown up?
matured enough?
have you listen to yourself?
and see whether you've change?
kindly share. :)
2 comments:
so...have i? let me think...hmmm...later na lang..will think about it muna..esep esep..ikaw? what do you think?.
interesting question kapatid.
i think i've pretty much grown, although timidly, in some aspects, BUT ive noticed that the best of me has pretty much remained still and static.
how are you? was waiting for your email-back for the design that you requested. felt it was haphazardly done thats why i wanted to know if its in line with what you have in mind.
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