Hay naku, sa dami dami ng balak kong gawin, di ko alam ang uunahin, I had such a disastrous week and couldn't force myself to go to work today, so, I stayed at home and call in sick, dahil siguro sa stress, sa work and in life in general (in fairness to me I really do feel sick today...ok?)
My goodness I have all the reason and the ability to be successful (medyo conceited ata..sowee.) I have a degree, I have the proper training and back it up with that plastic thingy from PRC and as of now I can say that I can write and understand english better than I used to be (oops please pardon the grammar and spelling.) So!!!! why can't I have the success everybody talks and dream about??? WHY????????
I'm just wondering how do they do it? having a good career, a good loving relationship with a partner, making good money and spending it right, enjoying what life can offer...and etc and etc...people have done it, so how?
Is it because?.....hmmmmm...are they born RICH?, well I can be, if, I save enough for my future, spend it wisely and according to my means (well that can be arranged...SANA!!!). Are they geniuses? (mahirap ito....ok try nating maging magaling) I can improve my skills, finish all those book that i purchased (software and program book), try and reinvent my style in designing, making it more competitive. Relationship?????...hmmmmmm...this subject is quite complex for me, its been a while since I've seen someone like GB, well, his not that good looking but very hot, his not that sexy but really good and reciprocate in bed.....oops did i mentioned No. 1 student in his university, batch 2002.......yeah...you can say it...his one of a kind, and I shouldn't, mustn't, and will not find anybody like him, I must find someone new.....just new.
So, recap, I can be rich, I can enjoy life to my own extent and I can be happy just by letting myself go of the past..... hmmmm, sounds doable.
Yeah, balance, one must know his strength, his goal, and his happiness to enjoy life, with all this match it with a proper diet and good exercise regime and a lot of guts and discipline, I think I can have that word on my own, SUCCESS ( di lang sa banyo) in life.
My goodness I have all the reason and the ability to be successful (medyo conceited ata..sowee.) I have a degree, I have the proper training and back it up with that plastic thingy from PRC and as of now I can say that I can write and understand english better than I used to be (oops please pardon the grammar and spelling.) So!!!! why can't I have the success everybody talks and dream about??? WHY????????
I'm just wondering how do they do it? having a good career, a good loving relationship with a partner, making good money and spending it right, enjoying what life can offer...and etc and etc...people have done it, so how?
Is it because?.....hmmmmm...are they born RICH?, well I can be, if, I save enough for my future, spend it wisely and according to my means (well that can be arranged...SANA!!!). Are they geniuses? (mahirap ito....ok try nating maging magaling) I can improve my skills, finish all those book that i purchased (software and program book), try and reinvent my style in designing, making it more competitive. Relationship?????...hmmmmmm...this subject is quite complex for me, its been a while since I've seen someone like GB, well, his not that good looking but very hot, his not that sexy but really good and reciprocate in bed.....oops did i mentioned No. 1 student in his university, batch 2002.......yeah...you can say it...his one of a kind, and I shouldn't, mustn't, and will not find anybody like him, I must find someone new.....just new.
So, recap, I can be rich, I can enjoy life to my own extent and I can be happy just by letting myself go of the past..... hmmmm, sounds doable.
Yeah, balance, one must know his strength, his goal, and his happiness to enjoy life, with all this match it with a proper diet and good exercise regime and a lot of guts and discipline, I think I can have that word on my own, SUCCESS ( di lang sa banyo) in life.
7 comments:
hmmm...darling..your title should have been..ERASING BITTERNESS..
you sounded bitter. asking so many things that we dont have. well, just one month over there and you are already calling in sick huh.
anyway, i dont want to make sermon or something. i dont have the right. i too, have a defective life but still, i try to move on. i go to work. i wake up and do whatever has to be done. but of course, i really have to rest, then take your time, but dont use your time in the dark or in your room thinking about the sad parts of your life..or the things that you miss or what you dont have...(wow, sounds so familiar)..it's not good for you.
take care my dear!
face your daily challenge with AWESOME GRACE!!
show yourself that you can do all the things that you have listed..anyways..they are doable naman di ba..OK? take care!! mwahhhhh!!
hmmmm i guess i forgot to mention the other reason why i didnt go to work that day....but, mind you, its working for every one...and it will all in another blog...i'll write it down and i'm sure that you will agree on me. :P
Kapatid, i wont comment on the rants and the wants and the "supposed to haves" since i understand fully well where youre coming from as i think we, somehow, share the same questions and are constantly bewildered when we answer them ourselves.
What i would suggest is for you to download a documentary of sort (gee, i hope im bringing in news), i think, which was recommended by Oprah on her show. Its called "The Secret". It has earned quite a global audience and spun a lot of reactions over the course of its being under the limelight.
Although i havent watched it yet as i havent finished downloading, i think well find our answers, at least even a a vague glint of it, in the feature.
You are always in our thoughts as well in our prayers.
Keep on. Be good. (alfred winks at puroy)hehehe
would you believe that i'm already eyeing a copy of that book, if i have spare money on the end of the month i'll have it......hmmmmm
Kapatid, i think the book is a much BETTER choice. I've watched it and after 5 mins, my mind decided that it aint liking what its processing very much. Not that the idea is bad, what The Secret "reveals" is actually very common knowledge, thus my mind decided that its actually overrated. What i didnt like about it was how the pseudo-documentary cum self-help video is TOO MUCH OF A HARD SELL which i just didnt have the patience to watch anymore. (Gee, im sounding a bit too much of an eyebrow raiser here, sorry po).
Basta book na lang! Yun lang. Hehehehe
it's so nice to hear that finally you've found the brothers that you've been longing for all these years, I'm happy for you and likewise I appreciate so much their friendship, well I guess we are all so lucky to have them in our lives...
keep on writing more about your thoughts, we're hear to read and be with you all the way.
take care! love you...
salamat po!!!!!!
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