Series of Thoughts..Entry No. 2

As days goes by, from my first entry to my first "Black Book ", it was literally black, I found it at a small book store in Cubao, Mirriam ata yun, or sounded like it, teka sa National bookstore ata, ay ewan, basta it was black and i need a white inked pen or anything opaque for it....Ok, I felt the ease of mind in writing whats in my heart, like questioned I always asked myself, but couldn't ask anyone, so, I wrote it down, corny???..yeah, pero kebs, Black Book ko to noh


Entry No.2. 16 February 2001

LOVE....


DO WE ALL FALL IN LOVE???????

But what is love???

Who is it for???

1. When do you feel love?
2. When do you find it?
3. When can I find it????????


Does it have a gender?........................Does it have a color?.........................................Does it exist for limited type of people?................................



M E R O N B A P A R A S A A K I N ?????


hmmmmmm....
bukas ba?
sa makalawa?
m a l a y o p a ?
ang tagal naman........ ayoko na ata...


MERON BA PARA SA AKIN??......talaga?..


sigurado ka?.....................SANA.



puroy.



As you can see the date, I was deeply affected by the festivities of the season, the season of love and sharing love. Seeing and joining my friends with their lovers and trying to enjoy every fiesta of red colored scenario everywhere, I too indulged with smiling face, but, with my eyes shut closed for the pains and confusion in my heart, weather I should be there or not. Making a fool of no one but myself that I'm happy and enjoying it.

But all of this was long time ago...Manhid na po, learned to enjoy what I have and who I have it with.