Series of Thoughts..Entry No. 1

I scribbled a number of thoughts years ago, eight years to be exact, but an entry from one of the members (MMG for Friends) actually makes me realized that, I too have been there, the letting go phase and with all those questions that I longed to be answered. But still, I think I haven't found them, the answers..... it still eludes me.

So, here it goes.

Entry No.1. 10 February 2001

A letter to an "A" Friend.


When you can't put your prayer
into words, God hears your heart......

I don't understand why God created
"People Like Us".

I shouted a BIG Why???.....
well who knows...

....I may not be Gods greatest creation
but i know that he loves you and me.


....And there are few things I treasure in
life and one of them is you.

....Basta ang alam ko dito sa mundo ko
na mundo mo, isa lang ang tanging
asam ko, ang maging isang tapat
na kaibigan mo.

At ngayon at bukas, buo ang tiwala ng
taong ito sa isang tulad mo.


puroy.


I wrote this for a friend, who I never thought of becoming my best friend, but the only bad thing about this was, I never showed him, he never saw this ever....again, a big why?.... I felt short of confidence in letting him know of how important he is to me. Until I left for my first job abroad and then he got into a relationship.... Then I felt it is more inappropriate to give such letter.

But we are still good friends, great friends actually with his lover for seven years.