Change, who actually wants to change? Me???. Been fooling myself for years, been telling myself that I should change to make my life better and eventually be happy. What a LOSER!!!!, why the hell did I do to make myself suffer in such an inconvenient emotion of CHANGING.
You know what I need?.....LOVE. I need to learn to love myself more, I should let myself be more conscious of what I want, not what other people want from me and what they want me to be.
I tried so hard to change who I'm and let others see me as they are, but I'm not them, I'm Buroy, I'm simply Buroy. A friend to some and an annoying persona to others, yeah, others, why should I be bothered by those insignificant others who doesn't even care who I'm.
So, the hell with change, I wrote a thought years ago about not changing, but being the foolish me, I didn't follow my first instinct. That is not to change, instead I'm replacing CHANGE to LOVE. I need to love myself more before I can share this love to others.
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