Series of Thoughts..Entry No. 3

Through my entire life, lots of things happened, things that I may not be proud of, but still, it happens. Some would say, that this sort of things are taboo, some would say that its just a part of life, or worst, that its just how we are, we experienced or tried to experience it in so many different levels. So many different levels that some actually abused it, made it so dirty that it becomes a stigma to the so called normal people, that GAY People = Aids, or Gay people + Men = Sin, only in the name of SEX.

At a young age I wonder about it and experienced it. So, the questions comes........



Entry NO. 3. 01 March 2001



S E X .......................




B A W A L K A N G A B A ? . . . . . .

ang alen?. . . .


masarap daw yun?......
kailan puwede.?.........
saan tayo?................
ano?........ ano na.....???


H O Y ! ! ! ? ! ?

ikaw nga!!!!.......


HAVE YOU EXPERIENCED IT?......

WITH WHO...???....

WHEN????

IS IT GOOD????.....

ARE YOU GOING TO DO IT AGAIN?.....

ARE WE?


ano ba yun?
wag...... wag??
masama daw yun para sa atin...
.....bawal...

bakit!?!?!...para sa kanila lang daw yun...
.....sabi nila....

kasalanan....
hmmm..kailan tama?


KAILAN TAMA ANG MALI?

TATAMA ba ANG MALI?


S E X..........MALI????.......HINDI....MASARAP EH....ISA PA NGA.




puroy.



So, how do you see sex in your life? or better yet, how well did you cope with sex in your lifetime?. Specially in our lives, we are always on the scandalous side of the story if the general public or the so called normal people talks about our sex life, its either YIKES!!!, eeek, or YUCK!! right? if they started talking about it. But who cares, masarap noh.

And shouldn't it be not just Gay Sex? or just S E X ?. Its nice to experience it with love, with eye contact, with feelings and at the end you can sigh with relief that you had it with someone good, may not be special but good and not sigh of relieved that its over and go.